Holy cannoli I just saw how many notes it got! (I mean I guess it’s not that many, but it’s more than I normally get!) I definitely wasn’t expecting that! Thank you so much! :)
I have waited awhile to answer this question. I wanted to make sure I answered it the right way, but I’m not sure there is a “right way” to answer this. My answer is that I am constantly afraid, and I think that is really normal. I recently moved as well, and have so much going on with my family being ill, lost a job and even some friends. Every day I wake up, I’m completely uncertain of what is going to lie ahead of me. I’ve also struggled with horrible anxiety issues for most of my life, it’s made it difficult for me to keep close relationships which in reality makes the anxiety even worse. Some things I have tried to help myself have worked and some haven’t. I find that immersing yourself in hobbies/books/art/crafts is a really good outlet. I’ve also started taking vitamins that have been known to help with mood/anxiety/stress but it’s too soon to tell now if those are working. I’ve gone through some incredibly rough patches myself and no matter how afraid I am or how much I am certain that things will never look up, they always have a way of getting better even if not in the way you expected. It’s so important to cherish the little moments and know that there is no one that isn’t afraid of something.
my incredibly talented boyfriend did such an amazing job last night at the clash, sold out show great job boys ❤️ #hatetheguywiththecamera #blindedbythelight #mylove